24
Apr

Five Minute Friday - lonely

Every Friday we unite for five minutes. Only five minutes, that's all we get, that's all we have. And then, right where we are, no edits or second thoughts, we publish those words. This week, we write on lonely.

It's easy to see that I was seeking family. All of my days were consumed with it.
And when I didn't feel whole, or a part of something.
It's easy to see that I always felt something, someone was missing.

It's easy to see, I am there now. I am seeking.
I am looking to be more complete and find my love of laughter again.
It's easy to see that I am seeking to find me again.

It's easy to see that this is a constant in my life. Seeking, searching, wanting.
Family. Framily. Closeness. Connection. Balance. Joy. Love.
It's easy to see that I want what I never felt I had.

It's easy to see that I need to say the words out loud.
I am seeking you. I am searching for you. I am missing you, and us.
It's easy to see that I am missing us.

It's easy to see that I am feeling lonely.
I am trying to fill in where the parts hurt but I am lonely.
It's easy to see that I am hurting.

It's easy to see that I am missing myself.
I no longer know which parts of me I love, which parts I want to hide, which part I want to present.
It's easy to see I am also feeling quite lost.

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