Five Minute Friday - same

Every Friday we unite for five minutes. Only five minutes, that's all we get, that's all we have. And then, right where we are, no edits or second thoughts, we publish those words. This week, we write on same.

She asks me how I'm doing, this month, this week, just today.
The same. I wish I could say better but the processing keeps me stuck so I'm the same.

They asked me how that felt and if it was typical of her to say?
It's always been that way with her. I should be used to it and feel the same as you do, but it somehow still takes my breath away.

How do I feel about myself?
Unfortunately, the same. I promise that I am trying. I am working on it. I am processing and thinking and overthinking. I am worried and not okay and not there yet. But I am working on it!

The problems seem the same.
I'm sure they are not, but they sure do feel that way.
The emotions feel the same.
I'm sure that's not true either, but they sure do feel that way.
The reactions are not the same!
That's right, I figured this one part out and they are changing.
I have discovered a way and a path forward. Forward, I am moving forward!

Slowly, little by little. Bit by bit.
I will move myself forward!

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