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May

Five Minute Friday - some

Every Friday we unite for five minutes. Only five minutes, that's all we get, that's all we have. And then, right where we are, no edits or second thoughts, we publish those words. This week, we write on some.

I took some time off. A lot of time actually.
I took some major steps away and back.
I crawled away and hid for quite some time.

I wanted to be alone, but then I felt very lonely.
I wanted to be without, and then I felt empty.
I wanted to be quiet, and then I felt unheard, unseen, and unwanted.
I crawled away and hid for quite some time.

I wanted to not hear any of the noise anymore, and it got really quiet.
I wanted to find out what I was made of, so I went away.
I wanted to hide away, and then I got really lost.
I crawled away and hid for quite some time.

I am working on me, and taking a lot of time to do so.
I am finding out who I am, what I want, what I want to keep, who I want to keep, so I am taking all the time that I need.
I am trying to let go of should haves, but my feelings are still hurt.
I crawled away and hid for quite some time.

I don't know when I will be back.
I don't know who will show up when I'm ready to come back.
I don't know what my heart will look like, I don't know what it will endure.
I don't know who I will allow in, who I will keep at arm's length.
I don't know.

I crawled away and hid for quite some time.
And when I reemerge, I want it to be different.



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