Childhoodtake2!

Each year, I hang little notes of why. Why I love you to bits. Reminders that we all need of what we possess that others notice, what and why others love us. I can't even begin to explain what having you has meant, has done, has changed. Your dad always knew you would be a part of our story, I needed way more convincing and we are just so lucky to get to do this with you, for you.

Bella, I love you because...

You always try.
You are a book worm.
You run with me.
You really love Pearl.
You miss Mia.
You care about your friends.
You love our traditions and demand them as much as I do.  
When you laugh, you do it with your whole body.
You love family movie nights.
We share books together.
You kiss noses.
You love to learn.
You work at the piano and you sound so lovely.
You love your family.
You are my Valentine.
Love, mom.

Anna, I love you because...
Because of your love of books.
You are an amazing artist.
You are open to trying new things.
Love, dad.

Anna, I love you because...
You are a rock star!
You love Pearl.
You have the best singing voice.
Love, Cole.

Monkey, I love you because...
Your heart is always full.
You are a very good friend.
You care about school.
You are an amazing little brother.
You are dad's best buddy.
You love with all of your heart and know no other way.
You love food and dance when you eat.
You give me little guys.
You are a great student.
Everyone who meets you knows you have an amazing heart.
You have dad's gorgeous eyes and smile.
You make us laugh.
You love love.
You are my Valentine.
Love, mom.

Buddy, I love you because...
Because of your kind heart.
Because you are my best buddy.
Because you are a great little brother.
Love, dad.

Coley, I love you because...
You are silly!
You are there for me.
You work to reach your goals.
Love, Anna.

Coach, I love you because...
You work so hard on our house and I love to show you off for it.
You have always believed in our kids and you won't settle for anything but their best.
You believe in me.
Our kids look like you and you are so handsome.
You took a chance on yourself.
You are my Valentine.
Love, your bride.

Dad, I love you because...
You share Harry Potter with me.
You share stories with me.
You work hard and never stop till you get there.
Love, Anna.

Daddy, I love you because...
You read Strange Scouts to me.
You are my best buddy.
Love, Coley.

Pearl girl, we all love you!
Because you are the best lover of love.
You love to play outside.
You're snuggly and give great hugs.
Because you run to the door when I walk in.
Because you love our family.
Because you love the snow.
Because you're cute.
Because you ring the bell to go out.
Because you love the fireplace.

Mom, we love you too...
You give me back scratches. Love, Cory
You are beautiful. Love, Cory
You never give up on me. Love, Cory
I love your love of naps. Love, Cory
You buy us stuff that makes us a matching family like PJs! Love, Anna
You are smart. Love, Anna
You love Cape Cod. Love, Anna
You love me. Love, Cole
You are great. Love, Cole
You're the best mom. Love, Cole
You are a fiercely loyal friend. Love, Cory
You work hard all day long. Love, Anna.
Your heart is so full mom. Love, Cole
You work very hard mom. Love, Cole
You are relentless in the pursuit of your goals. Love, Cory
You snuggle with me. Love, Anna
I just love you. Love, Cory

I just love you all too. Love, me

For a month, you would come out of your room and see a new note on your bedroom door.
I would get questions like
"what does this one say mom"? or even more heartbreaking, "mom, did you forget one today?"
This, was our month of love...

I love you because you share your feelings.
I love you because you are strong and #StrongIsTheNewPretty so you, are GORGEOUS!
I love you because you like riding your bike, with me!
I love you because you like to spend time with us.
I love you because you look like me and dad.
I love you because you love to write...just like me!
I love you because you work really hard at school.
I love you because you love to read!
I love you because you try, always. You always try!
I love you because you are filled with joy.
I love you because you are brave and lean new things.
I love you because you love to laugh.
I love you because you are learning to be a good friend.
I love you because you talk to me and tell me things.
I love you because you like to snuggle.
I love you because family movie night is very important to you!
I love you because you try and tell the truth.
I love you because you need and love pancake Sunday.
I love you because you adore the water.
I love you because you still grab my hand.
I love you because you really do love your brother.
I love you because you want to make us proud, and happy.
I love you because you are ready to tackle your part of the world, independently.
I love you because you made me a better person, you made me a mom.
I love you because you are capable, and important.
I love you because you have my personality, and I get you.
I love you because you made me believe in happily ever after.
I love you because you love.

I love you because you love you climb!
I love you because you love PJ days!
I love you because you you love your dad...to the moon and back, no really.
I love you because you say "I love you" a lot!
I love you because you love to eat!
I love you because you are so silly!
I love you because you give great hugs!
I love you because you love sports.
I love you because you love coffee!
I love you because you love to play.
I love you because you have no fears, none.
I love you because you give me "little guy" smooches!
I love you because you are working really hard on leading and being a big boy!
I love you because you work hard on being gentle and kind in school.
I love you because you love our nighttime routine.
I love you because you need sleep.
I love you because you have my curls.
I love you because you have dad's eyes too.
I love you because you want to do it, all by yourself.
I love you because you were my one and only love at first sight.
I love you because you still enjoy a good tickle fight.
I love you because you have your dad's personality.
I love you because you have so much energy, you keep me on my toes little man!
I love you because you when I say "I eat you up I love you so" you say "mommy's sweet and low!"
I love you because you tell me you need a hug when you are upset.
I love you because you reach for us and still want to be scooped up.
I love you because you are dad's buddy, forever and always.
I love you because you love.

I love you because you believe in us.
I love you because you will never give up.
I love you because you always call me out on my fears.
I love you because you were the first person to believe in me, more than I believed in myself.
I love you because you know I am crazy, and you're okay with that.
I love you because you are crazy too.
I love you because you understand how important it is to find a more gentle way.
I love you because you made me accidentally fall in love with you.
I love you because you still love to hold my hand.
I love you because you let me snuggle in at night, even when I am freezing cold.
I love you because you still excite my heart.
I love you because you have the greatest smile.
I love you because you make me a better person.
I love you because you are willing to keep fighting for them, for us.
I love you because you created this...Our 10 year anniversary!
I love you because you remind me to be more simple and slow down.
I love you because you know why I need to be in constant control.
I love you because you let me unravel, and you put me back together.
I love you because you have the kind of heart I want our kids to have.
I love you because you have natural joy.
I love you because you wear bow ties.
I love you because you still want to date me.
I love you because of your hugs.
I love you because I need you to sleep.
I love you because you have gorgeous eyes and therefore, so do our kids.
I love you because watching you with Cole is pretty great.
I love you because you always apologize first, because you want the fight to be over.
I love you because you love.

So during this special month of love
I need you to know why.
Why I love you from your head down to your toes.
Why I constantly hug and smooch you.
When I can never get close enough.
I love you because you mean love
you define it.